Friday, November 23, 2007
Frustration is building up in me.
The temptation of giving up is soo strong.
Everyone has a breaking point.
I am reaching mine, soon.
Not there yet, but getting there.
Giving up is soo easy. But.....
1:58 PM
Beautifully Imperfect 。
Saturday, November 17, 2007
We cannot change the past, but we can change the future =)
Love *U
2:05 PM
Beautifully Imperfect 。
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
"Though no one can go back and make a brand new start.
Anyone can start from now to create a brand new ending."
- Lee Schafer Atonna
1:12 PM
Beautifully Imperfect 。
Monday, November 12, 2007
Saw a scene on my way home that evoke so much emotion in me. A dog was dutifully leading his owner across the street. He was smart enough to know the rules; to wait for the green man before crossing the road. What's so special about that? What if the owner was blind. Would you still feel the same? The scene was so heartwarming that it made me stopped and took a second look. He placed all his trust on his little friend, to lead him to safety, to his destination.
It made me wonder, how can such love and trust exist between pets and it's owners but not among own family? What about the saying " blood runs thicker then water?" How come I do not see it in this family? What I saw was selfishness. own interest. greed. How far towards the edge are your intending to push further? How could you treat your own flesh and blood in that sense that is not comparable to even a stranger? How could people of no blood relations are willing to lend out a helping hand while you simply ignored his request or words? What rights do you have to ask for more when your own actions is awful beyond words. I am sad to see you sad.
Speechless. Unbelievable.
When the heart is blind, it is more scary then being blinded in the eyes.
9:37 PM
Beautifully Imperfect 。
Sunday, November 11, 2007
The past week had been pretty good. BGS presentation is FINALLY over. The project that took up the bulk of my time. counting down to CT final presentation and Econz presentation and FINAL EXAM! I have not even start preparing. damn!
Spent more time den usual with *Him because of the public holiday. Never appreciate public holiday as much as I do now. Lots of shopping was done this week. Its been soo long... In addition, we ate good food and saw a car fair.. Spotted my dream car and we promised to work hard together to own one in the near future. All the good times always past so quickly.
*U should be on your way to field camp again. The rain now seems to be representing my feeling; Down. Lonely and Sad.
I am tired. The flu bug seems to caught up on me again.
I am tired. and cold.
10:29 AM
Beautifully Imperfect 。
